Even before I begin officially blogging my way through Kate Bowler's Good Enough, I'm already attempting to leave behind my pursuit of perfection in favor of the pursuit of *good enough.* And here's proof:
(See Exhibit A )
Everything was perfect: the lights were dimmed; the candles were just right, their light flickering in the water that filled the vases; the guided Scripture reading and daily reflection prayer papers were finished and printed. The atmosphere was exactly what I was hoping for!
And then ... I looked a little more closely at the daily reflection paper I had created.
(See Exhibit B)
Yup, that definitely says "Weds, Jan 20, 2022." 😬
So, I was faced with a choice: do I follow my perfectionistic tendencies and take the time to go back to my computer, wake it up, change the document, and print the copies again because I just can't stand it when I see a mistake and have the ability to fix it ... or do I decide this is *good enough*?
(Wait. Did I also mention I discovered this mistake about 30 minutes before people were supposed to arrive? And I was a little behind schedule because someone had stopped by for emergency food, and I ended up sharing some other resources with them? And as a result, I was feeling extra stressed and panicked when I discovered my mistake?)
Would I choose to make my stress worse and rush to fix my mistake or would I choose to say, "You know what? This is *good enough.*"
I chose to say this is good enough. And because I chose good enough, I was in the right frame of mind to lead an hour of silence and solitude - not rushed, not panicked. Peaceful instead.
And you know what? If anyone noticed my mistake, they didn't say anything to me about it.
Have you made a *good enough* kind of decision lately? If so, tell us about it in the comments!
Pastor Allison
#itwasgoodenough #iamgoodenough
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